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I have been talking to number of girls that are three or more years younger then me & I have found that almost all of them have some sort of clue what they want to be when they get older & are actually trying to achieve their goals.(I don't even have any goals as depressing as that sounds) I have never known what I want to do... although I have always been passionate about photography & visual arts! but after studying both of them I have started to think that I don't want to do either of them as a career. Mostly because I never feel like my stuff is good enough & I hate explaining myself & pretty much just don't enjoy it anymore. Lately I ha

I can never show you anything more beautiful than you.

You notice me & out of everyone else, I notice you too. Never have you opened your mouth and let the words come, as freely as they build up you break them down, can this go on forever? Wondering if I should stop it before things get bad I can see the end, this story, almost a life style I have enjoyed living no matter the hurt I don't want to let go. Should I be better enough so that you will lay down the words and let them out? Say something before I become a ghost and slip away. Though things are complicated, don't be scared, I can feel your strength and I need it now. Won't you share even if only for a while. The distance is growing